i can never succeed
im a wife but i cant help my husband
im an artist but i cant make good art
im a writer but i cant write my novel
im a survivor but i always feel empty
why?
whats the point?
ill never truly be enough to do anything.
how does success even work?
does it work?
suicide is just a means to an end
not a bad or good one just the end
it's not even pain, just boredom
what is it like to know success?
idk, i dont think it's achievable